Ratie Rats

Holla! 17 July 2017  I am officially 20 years old. is it too late to update this on my blog? act, its 17 July 2017. Full of happiness and joy. Thank you for those yang wish penat cakap "thank you" haha but im appreciate it all. and a big thank for my housemate, i feel wanted and happy. Baling tepung and they make the prank and suprise with the cake, rasa serba salah at the first as a student aku tahu macam mana hard nak survive jauh dari family dengan kekurangan duit *laugh* but the collect the money and buy a cake and some stuff for my birthday thank you guys.  It's my first time duduk jauh dari family when my birthday is around. sedih, gembira terharu ada. Umur makin meningkat jodoh atau ajal tak tahu mana datang dulu But im happy to be here, even though jauh dari family still not lost contact, they wish me even jauh ke apa. My family is not like the other people family, but im thankful. Much memory and it will be last forever in my mind and heart. I wish i stil

" Insecurity is something we may not notice but it's there in each and everyone of us. Sometimes it can be so huge that it drains out the energy in you. It can be anything from having acne to not being tall enough from the society's point of view or just being different from what most of us consider as normal.This is a post for all of us who have that 'How I wish I have better physical attributes' thought. Don't get me wrong,it's okay to feel like you want to better yourself,in fact it is brilliant but to be pull down by what the society thinks is normal and isolate yourself for just being a little bit unique is unacceptable. We have to admit we are living in the world where beauty or physical features have threshold and somehow most people assume that they need to achieve that level to feel normal. I, myself is (or should I say was) included in this .Guilty as charged!  I was so into thinking that I need to be fair, have flawless skin and thigh gap

A couple years from now, everything you're stressing about won't even matter. keep moving forward. Because you know He knows, and you do not.  "And its highly possible that your divorce from your spouse is ease " "And it is highly possible that delay in having a child or being deprived from one is for the best"  " so do not be angry and annoyed for everything which happens to you because by the permission of Allah, it is best for you" "Because He (Allah) knows and you do not know" My condolences to anyone who lost me haha ok its not funny at all. Im so stress and depressed with what happen in my life now, maybe He want the best for me even though its still hurts, im dying hahahahahaha. I stress about shit i shouldn't be stressing about. I talked to myself for stopped caring about a lot things, I stopped worring about pretty thing and never be overthinking anymore and always be positive as possible as i can. Fo