Ratie Rats

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning. But anyone can start today and make a new ending. I know there is no good to be regret but if only time can be change. I personally wont reply to any of your texts if the outcome would be like this. What a precious but not belong to me anymore and i still cant move on because i still do love you till this momen. I always remind myself sometimes those who fly solo have the strongest wings. Its gonnna hurt me to hate you, but loving you is worse, i let you go not because i didnt love you but because i love myself more. My past teach me how to be strongest person in this world. I put all my heart, love, myself, and also my life on you but i get nothing. I let you go not because i already have someone new.  Its because i dont want to hurt my heart again. Trust me the best thing to have in your life is a girl who truly loves you. I think i was the girl who VERY LOVE MY BF. But i love too much till its hurt. when a girl truly falls for b

Set your priorities. The rest is just sand. One years ago i was the important person and nowadays its look like i never existed. I think i was cared to move on because i couldnt stand the thought of leaving all the beautiful pieces of you behind.Aku pernah kecewa, pernah bahagia, pernah rasa disayangi dan pernah rasa sayang orang lain lebih dari sayang diri sendiri. Pernah keliru dengan diri sendiri but now i am healing myself with everything what surround me, i appreciate all people and things around me, i really appreciate people yang tidak pernah give up bagi kata semangat even tho masih sakit, everything needs time, only time will tentukan semuanya. I am still waiting for almost 10 months but still nothing, his name keep playing in mind and i often smile when thinking of him but just ignore it, most of us know what it feels like to love someone or to be in love, i keep remind myself if i get sad cry as hard as you want to. but always make sure: when you stop craying, you'l

Selamat Hari Raya everyone! sorry for update it so late, raya sudah habis pun but i still want to update my blog. Actually lama tersimpan dalam draft tak terpost busy sana sini sampai lupa, laptop pun jarang bukak and my blog this time about my Hari Raya so here my wish and all my feeling in raya, I love the feeling when i wake up and it's Hari Raya. We can see everyone is rushing to go the mosque to perform prayers, kids are throwing tantrum they dont want to wear their baju raya and some people are eating kuih raya silently in kitchen. its a nice feeling. Lagi nice sambut di kampung, so this year i celebrate my raya at my village with my family, my small family, my special and lovely family and aslo my my friend i was so excited to celebrate my raya this is because of them, almost 2 years tak balik sambut raya dengan my family and friends, blessed because i still have a chance to celebrate this eid with them. Thank you Allah. I hope that in this year to come, you make mista

Selamat berpuasa kepada keluarga dan rakan-rakan semuanya, selepas sibuk dengan pilihan raya and after that all works walaupun bukan kerja yang sebenar baru ada masa untuk update my blog, I will made It simple and special. Oh yah, I will not touch about politics in my blog so I will not reply all question about my works on PRU14, thank you very much for your respect.   First thing first, happy fasting everyone! may this Ramadhan will be the best and great Ramadhan in our life. Trying to be the best person in dalam bulan yang sangat suci. This ramadhan will be the best ramadhan to me because, spent all day with my family after almost 3 years im not celebrate ramadhan with family, this is the best gift I had. You know what, there will different having ‘sahur’ and ‘berbuka’ puasa with or without your family. In Ramadhan, having iftar with the family would be the best feeling ever. Mom’s cook, having our siblings by ourside to play around with and the feeling to be at home. I

7:00PM Thursday Sandakan, Sabah This is another prove show us every people do hide real feelings deep inside. We do face problems every single day. Feel sad stressed heartbreak lonely damaged and all harm things obviously can destroyed your main spirit. I wish I can do something to help hm. All I can say is hav faith and stay patient. Do believe Him more than people. He deserve your attention not other, too much stress can ruined your day. Be happy and chill. You deserve better my dear. Don’t feel sad all the time. We still have change to change and move forward for a better future. Don’t chase love because it come naturally. Not now maybe later. Thinking too much is suck. End your day with a broad of smile and be happy for Him. for yourself, for your own sake. Last but not least, do not put your key of happiness to others. They will drop it anytime. Instead keep inside all deep expression, you guys may ask and seek for help. People need you and for sure you

Hai Assalamualaikum, So hello everyone. It’s been a long time guys, I am back. Taking a long time to heal. One month ago, I was very emotional, stressed with a little things and I cant handle my work. I feel like everyone left me. All alone, but somehow all you need is the strength to pick up the broken pieces of yourselves. Have some self respect. Respect yourself to walk away from things or people that no longer make you happy. If you are unhappy, walk away. Heal everything. You will heal. Your scars to accept the reality and more forward. You can’t stay stuck in the same place, person or even same things. Find your happiness. For once, be selfish, sometimes its will be okay. I wish you guys who reads my blog all the happiness in the world. May Allah ease everything. Amin. Aha, back for why I came back to writing is, I would like to inform that I move again to my hometown. I buy ticket from my own money, I lost everything last month, I lost everything I my life, m