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Scents, places and songs.




Get to know someone is nice. You get to know their hobbies. You get to know their favorite movies. Their favorite food. You get to know what makes them happy and sad at times. You get to know how they handle their anger and sadness and how well they hide their anxiety. You get to know what makes them so passionate with what they are currently doing. And you also let them know things you wanted to know. You also get to know their favorite scents, places and songs. Blessed that i know what yours hobbies and fav movie, even that you don't like watching movie but i blessed pernah berjumpa dengan orang jenis macam kau. I will keep all remember and keep it all in my heart, how's your anger and sadness be like. Thanks because you never give up nak melayan my ego, anger or overreacting. Know when im lying and how i hide my anxiety, all the things that i let you know about me keep it all in your heart. Letting go is not the easier part in our life.

Scents? Day by day, you get to know their favorite perfumes. Their body odour that works perfectly fine for you. And you love the scent of them. You are addicted with the scents. Everyone has their own scent. Do you ever smell someone's scent when they are not around you? You can't deny the fact that you are in love with their very own scent. We can't figure it out why we love it, but we do. Even when we broke up with someone, we tend to remember their scents and bring back memories and that's the hardest part. You not type like masculin boy look like, but your scent make me miss how your scent when you drive or sitting next to me, i love your scent. Kadang-kadang addict nak hidu lama-lama. I know how your scent. Yup, everyone has their own scent, but i loves wearing the same perfume when i meet you. Gucci Floral. Never change it untill now ;) maybe my scent will make you miss me when im not around you.

Places? Places that you went when you were with him/her, bring a lot of memories. The places will always give you memories whether you like it or not. You have to embrace the fears of going to these places. Life goes on. Memories will always be there. Even when you moved on. No matter how. No matter what. So far away, not a miles away. Laut china selatan, even that im far from there. There's too many place that we went together there. Its will be the memories for me. Hope that you not bring another people pegi dekat tempat that we went. Take care what you have now.

Songs? There are few songs that you will always think of him/her when you listen to the songs. Whether you are happy or sad listening to the songs, you will think of the memories. Music heals your broken heart. But somehow, music can also break your heart. I realized it now.


Being apart is hard. Breaking up is hard. Moving on is hard. Nothing is easy in this world. We just learn from our mistakes and improve ourselves. To forget is impossible. But we can always learn to feel again. To feel better & learn to be happy again.

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